What is home? Home is that place that you come back to in the evenings. That lets your body relax and melt into the womb of your space. A space that reflects who you are. Home is a sleeping baby happy to merge back into its fathers arms. Home is the smell of the prairies and the wind on your face as your body realises it has arrived, back, safe and sound, Home again. For me home is a space that reflects me, who I am how I live my life.
For the last ten years I have been exploring home. What does that mean to me? I have lived in communal houses, worked as a woofer on farms, built yurts and lived in them, lived with my parents, moved in with good friends, spent time at a monastary. I have lived alone, I have lived with people, I have lived in walls so thin It was as if the song birds were perched on my shoulders as I slept.
One thing, through out this time that I have learned. Is that home, is where my heart settles. Home is not something that I chase and look for. But its right here within myself. Its the relationship I have with my life, friends, community, and family.
So, April first. I no longer have this gorgeous cabin to reflect back my womby comforts. I have decided to invest the money I would pay into rent into my life, so that I can be more of service to my community.
A marriage of Ideas.
Last year I spent two weeks in my parents trailer in Drumheller. I thought to myself at the time, I could do this, I could live in a trailer.
This year a friend advertised thier trailer for sale. Little did I know, these two thoughts, so far apart would marry.
Now here I am on the verge of purchasing a trailer.
Trusting deeply in the generosity of this world, somwhere in Victoria area is a property where I can settle into my home, with my dog mea.
I believen simplicity. I believen healing and building resiliant communities. I believe that I am here to be of service. I want to expand and encourage the work I am doing in my community. Mentoring boys, Lay counselling, mens work, and working with youth.
If you would be so kind to imagine who in your life might be open to offering a fella like me the opportunity to rest and expand his heart on thier property.
I am purposefully being slightly ambigous about the exact living arrangement I am looking for, so that I can let the magic of serendipity and the unknown do its work.
`true faith is a trust and conviction borne of expierience and the willingness to be open to all possibilities`
Rev mstr Jiyu Kennet